I should have let you go then. I wander what this feeling is. Is it love? Is it something else? I don’t feel the same I did for DF. But I also know that I haven’t had the time to spend time with AB, in the same room, in a nice environment. I wanna do that. Not sure that’s gonna happen now. I wonder what I want. I wonder if I’m making the same mistake I did many-many years ago with AP. Not being sure of what I feel. Not communicating it. Or maybe I choose people who aren’t available. I’m sorry I’ve dragged all of you through this. I sometimes wish I wasn’t so afraid.