In my dream, invited someone over, and I wasn’t sure if was H. It was weird, as if I was so lost in all the people that I could somehow invite the wrong person. I even kissed her before realising it wasn’t H. What a weird dream. Am I meant to mess things up like that? I am so conscious how I messed it up last time, with A. Being with others. Or letting others get in the way. I’m not doing that now. I need to focus and I want to have that time with her only.