I just kept hoping, I just kept hoping
The way would become clear
I spent all this time tryna play nice and
Fight my way here

See, I’ve been having me a real hard time
But it feels so nice to know I’m gonna be alright

I watched Fleabag and the final scene made me remember the last time I heard someone tell me they love me. I wish I had reconsidered then. Catie really meant it, I know, and I was just there, not realizing how far she has come to meet me halfway. How broken I was and how she helped me put myself back together. What an amazing time it was, how gentle and caring she was. How far we have come. I miss her, and I wish she was here again. I’d love to cry in her arms.