I know I shouldn’t. Also you said that I shouldn’t because you are not ready for another relationship. And I know we are too far apart. But it’s just so nice to see something and immediately want to share it with you. It’s exhilarating to think what you’d say, to hear you being happy about it. I wanna share so many things I find with you, and just wanna discuss endlessly. I know it doesn’t make any sense. I know it’ll lead to nowhere. But the possibility is just so tempting. You are so far, yet so close in my mind. I’ll miss you more than I should, when it’s all over and all I’ll have of you is memories, fragments of happiness, forever stored, the details forgotten but the feelings forever etched into my memory. Miss you, Ann. Miss you.