Like a fly in a room, not finding my place, I’m stuck in a new city and I’m lost. She’s gone, in a far-off place and my life, structure, all those things I cherished have been chucked out of the window for absolutely nothing. It’s a desolate place here with no place to stand, and there are lots of things that I must do before I can say that I have arrived. It’s lonely and hard and I’m tired. I miss her, I miss our lives together, I miss my security, my job and myself.